Young Ziggy Z – Pop For CD – true story

I was blinging two cans of Monster Zero energy drinks from the Casey’s up the street, strutting all around the adult daycare (Rainbow Center) to show my wealth to all the other goofy goobers, but also because I love caffeine. I got to self medicate for the forced medicate.

This ^ Ziggy Z guy was also attending the Rainbow adult daycare and that wigger panhandled me for one of my pops. He told me I’d get a CD in trade. I went back a week later and got the CD of his raps. It sounds like shit too, wow!

But that guy’s rap career is like my art/web design career (sans drugs?). You’ve got one life to live and it’s short, and the Mental Health Board has taken mine. The lyrics are some deep shit. He might sound good in a studio. I might make a blog worth a shit, with… probably never.

I’ve been backdating 7+ years of this ^ blog pre 2016, because now I’m in WordPress… This article is one of many that just went up today… My own family wouldn’t buy a copy of this blogged biography if it were on paper.

My actual own rap below.

LOL, my Book Review of WRAP

I’d like to think that I’m not too illiterate that I can still read a book when I need to (I mean I can read an online PHP manual), but I’ve got a copy of this book four times in mental hospitals since 2006 and I just don’t get it. This is the IRL equivalent of “Wish It! Want It! Do It!” the book written by Brian the dog in Family Guy S9E6. I mean most of the pages are even left blank for you to fill in; that’s real.

I’ve got the red WRAP, which means it’s issued for mental illness only as opposed to the blue WRAP which is for alcoholics and junkies (not to be confused with the AA Big Blue Book). I honestly hate this too. This book equates mental illness to addiction as if it’s something that needs to be coached out of you. I actually like the idea of coaching illness out of you except this says take your medications. I’m not an anti Big Pharma conspiracy nut, but I have been on these medications long enough to know that they are no treatment; there is nothing in science that can treat behavior and thought humanely. I mean I’m 300 lbs right now.

They preach this book in mental hospitals and adult daycares, in actual groups, that I’ve been forced in participating in and it’s a far more rambling vaguery and super-confident delusion of grandiose than the mental patients who are forced to practice it. On top of that it’s like everybody who reads it is so confused by it that they just make up their own meaning that is twice as confusing as the book itself.

Happy New Year 2014

This is backdated, but pretend I’m blogging while I’m still locked inside LRC. I made this cute baby thing in Decemeber and it got a compliment from the cute girl tech staff so I got proud and taped it up outside my bedroom.

So there was this guy, not to blog about other people’s business, but he wasn’t supposed to be on my safe patients’ unit because he was dangerous as heck, but he got into a fight with a patient on his own dangerous patients’ unit and they had to keep him on my unit because the guy he fought with made a death threat on his life. This dude made things real disruptive, that’s all I’m going to write about him.

So I had this hanging up and that guy was throwing a fit like usual and he spit a mouthful of his drinking water on it. Shame.

I invented my MLP OC in LRC

Black pens are contraband. This was my six month blue period Aug 2013 to Feb 2014. I was in LRC for playing with my cellphone to my community support worker who has no sense to ignore the text ramblings of a manic insomniac. I’m not blaming the text message victim; there is no victim. She’s literally paid to be my friend and baby sitter at the Rainbow Center adult daycare.

My Awesome Bachelor Pad

In other news: PG-rated Barely19 girls from 2000-2005 JPEG internet TGP, now inkjet post-razor hang on my wall. I’m out of ink and I’m out of shame. I’m 29. It’s the last year of my 20’s. I can’t hold anything back now. My lawyer said the apartment looked “institutional” with nothing hanging on the walls. I’ve been dying to use my printer anyway.
Posted this on Facebook and my brother-in-law comment-attacked my decor and I felt attacked from the comment. Said it looked college among a bunch of other TLC interior-decorator lingo. I called him a “fag” and immediately deleted my post; hope he didn’t see it! He’s an open homosexual. I’m a closet homosexual myself, among other things.

So this is how I get all the hard water stains and piss muck off the white walls of the toilet bowl. I plug the toilet and let it soak in some bleach or some C.L.R. (but not both at the same time!)

Is there a better way? Please comment.

Similar Image Search (php)

This is more or less a tutorial of how to compare images as strings and find the most similar image using php similar_text();

Here is my whole tiny source with the explanation in the comments.
function image_square($url){
//get a string of any image
$ch curl_init();
$image_soure curl_exec($ch);
//basic booleans to tell image type
if(preg_match("/png/i"$image_soure$m)) {
$image imagecreatefrompng($url);
$image imagecreatefromgif($url);
$image imagecreatefromjpeg($url);
//create 16*16 image and mash together
$width imagesx($image);
$height imagesy($image);
$image_p imagecreatetruecolor(1616);
//save output to return, then delete output
$m md5(rand(-999,999));
$output file_get_contents("temp$m.png");
$a image_square('http://localhost:8888/image1.jpg');
$b image_square('http://localhost:8888/image2.jpg');
$c image_square('http://localhost:8888/image3.jpg');
//compare the PNG binary strings
$sim1 similar_text($a$b);
$sim2 similar_text($a$c);
"a similarity to b: ".$sim1."\n<br>".
"a similarity to c: ".$sim2);
// returns
// a similarity to b: 60
// a similarity to c: 78