Lost Weight… Now I’m flabby…

I haven’t taken my involuntary shot since December; went back to exercising and I already lost 50 lbs. I gotta keep this skin flab under wraps. This is truly better for mental health than that nasty shot.

I have an ominous foreboding about cops randomly showing up at my door about my force med order again. I’ve never been in the hospital overweight.

Update:Now I’m carrying around my 60lb rock baby everywhere I go. I gotta get my high school core back.

Jakeis.com – doing things


This is my real life will based on my poverty. This is not a threat. This is all the funeral my life insurance can afford. If you make my struggle a threat to your own life, then you are a retard. This will is me being responsible. Thorazine still does not cure poverty you cheeky twat!

UPDATE: July 24th – I posted one of my artworks to my landlord’s facebook, because she seems to have everyone in the community as a friend and I was like: sup, I’m struggling with mental illness, but this is what I’ve been up to, making comics this past 10 years.

In conjunction with one of these web comic panels posted to my landlord’s facebook, Bassett Nebraska Peace Officer Josh Severin on the local Rock County police (I’m not making this up) just took me to the mental hospital where I was locked up for two weeks. Actual grown adults, made MY blog and MY Facebook about themselves, a threat, as if they were playing some kind of Fox network live action cop drama. I really could have done without that in my life, right now.

My 2017, Another 5th Grade Javascript Portfolio in Memorium – All in a day’s work, Lali Ho!

I was a veteran user named Mogwai.

Every single RPG Maker GIF here ^ represents one of my community contributions and/or bugfixes and script creations and MV html apps, aimed for RPG Maker MV for kids and developers alike. My volunteer hobby/job for the school year… I got the Google learn+tinker+create fever…


I’ve been banned from RPG Maker Web and this seems like a conspiracy.

Photobucket is restricting img embedding on RPG Maker Web, or so it seems, and demanding $99 a year in hotlink img substitutes, but so it seems by my investigation this fake ad only appears on the RPG-Maker-Web forums, as if they have an .htaccess hidden proxy embed that restricts Photobucket in replace of skeathy ad, for whatever reason that I can only assume that the American distributor wants more than a cup of coffee for lazily combining free open source (client source) javascript libraries into a reliable HTML5 game engine, simply wrapped in the free open source Chromium browser, etc. Photobucket scandal, and I called out the moderator Kes and I told people to simply update their Adblock Plus for security, and Kes who seems to be my main suspect in this scareware Photobucket scam, and said Kes who first temp banned me and then permabanned me when my temp ban was over, double jeopardy, even though I had already zipped my lips about the whole ordeal.

Steam/Steampowered is already a notorious P2P cesspool of scams and phisher sites, and once received an F rating from the Better Business Bureau… Photobucket is the image host of Gaiaonline, and I’m not even going to begin to open that whole book of skeaze. Just google if you are curious about that horror story.

If this doesn’t make sense, I’m too angry about my ban to state all my assumptions. In retrospect it’s probably more of my mental illness. I’m getting too much $%&! in many other areas in my once functional life right now, to arse with this kiddy RPG Maker crisis, and I just want to sleep forever without dreaming… Hook me up and harvest my organs please…

“You use the Mogwai like you do with all nature’s gifts. You are foolish. You do not understand.”

Gremlins 1984

R.I.P. my volunteer job. I’m disgruntled, but maybe I’ll do my own game some time and sell it on a more reputable medium like Apple Store. Steam is dead to me.